...

A few days before my trip and I cannot feel worse with myself.
And all because of words of someone important.
Since when we have all that regrets inside? Making you feel like nothing, like you are a terrible and selfish person.

Like I never care about anything else but me when we know that's not how it is.

The distance can change things and the fact that we don't speak every day and every hour doesn't mean I don't care.