new year

Since I came back I've been trying not to think in what happened because I just start crying. Things were not supposed to end like this and now it don't hurt that much but still.

I  cannot find the words to describe how I feel.

And the new year came.
It cannot be as bad as last year for sure but I still don't know what I'm gonna do or when. I guess I'm just too tired to think and make any decision about the future.

So many ideas 'cause is easy to dream about everything.