'cause I feel like writing
now that I feel so lonely
no one really cares
if I'm ok
'cause I'm not important
and life keeps going
even if I stop
even if you don't talk to me
but it's a world for me
when I don't receive a message from you
because I like your voice
is everything to me hear your laugh
get upset for small things
saying silly things
to pretend it doesn't matter
to pretend that I'm not hurt
'cause that's how I feel most of the time
when you keep open your mouth
but I cannot help it
codependency that I created in my mind
trying not to message you
to see if you miss me
but I'm so weak
keep breaking promises
feeling so emotional
it doesn't even make sense