not welcome

It feels quite terrible knowing that anything you do is wrong. If you clean because you clean or because you don't and if you cook because you cook or because you don't. I'm tired.

Not to feel welcome in your house and trying to find a way to escape and getting everything ready in case.

Is sad when you don't feel that you have a place to go back.

fake

How easy is to believe in everything that someone you meet on the internet says. How could you imagine that that person is lying to you? And it hurts more when the worst situation you could lived happens.
When you lost someone and then a loved person start lying in your face about a situation you we're expecting. And he cannot see that that person just wants money and that words about love are fake. I think is easy to see it but he's blind and I'm tired.