words #1

'cause I feel like writing 

now that I feel so lonely

no one really cares

if I'm ok

'cause I'm not important

and life keeps going

even if I stop

even if you don't talk to me

but it's a world for me

when I don't receive a message from you

because I like your voice

is everything to me hear your laugh 

get upset for small things

saying silly things

to pretend it doesn't matter

to pretend that I'm not hurt 

'cause that's how I feel most of the time

when you keep open your mouth

but I cannot help it

codependency that I created in my mind

trying not to message you

to see if you miss me

but I'm so weak

keep breaking promises 

feeling so emotional

it doesn't even make sense