fake

How easy is to believe in everything that someone you meet on the internet says. How could you imagine that that person is lying to you? And it hurts more when the worst situation you could lived happens.
When you lost someone and then a loved person start lying in your face about a situation you we're expecting. And he cannot see that that person just wants money and that words about love are fake. I think is easy to see it but he's blind and I'm tired. 

Rozen Maiden -manga-

I watched the anime years ago, when I started my other blog more or less and I loved the characters and the animations and details... but thinking now about it, maybe it wasn't that good.

Name: Rozen Maiden

Volumes: 8

Year: 2002

Author: Peach-Pit

Jun Sakurada is a hikikomori who spend the days buying cursed dolls on the internet to find that they are normal and return them just before the dead-line. Everything goes wrong when one of the dolls are alive and make him sign a contract with her.

The life of Jun changed when he sign the contract and became the slave of the doll called Shinku. She tell him about the war between the Rozen Maiden dolls to become Alice and be with their father. Because they are not perfect, they have to die and just one can be their master's daughter. The problem start when some of them really die and the seventh doll who never had a real body is awake and steals one of the dolls life and body.

I like the drawing and the details in the dolls, but I think the story is slow and everything happens at the end. Not a big fan of the characters either, I don't really sympathize with anyone but I fell sorry when two of them died. 

I personally bought the manga (in a nice shop in Edinburgh, second hand one) to see if it was the same than the anime and hoping for some more explanations of the story and about the dolls. But no, it ends right before the last battle and it was pretty much the same than the anime. 

I know is some more series, between 2008 - 2014 with 10 volumes and a new one from 2016 til present. I guess I'll have to find them to see if is something more on the story. 

cats and books

Nothing really interesting happens in my life lately. The only three things that I'm really interested for are my cat, the two books and three mangas that I order online and the special episode in Corazón de Melón.

My cat was pregnant and even tho she looks young she should be around 10 years old (it was the vet who told us that) but she had some problems at the moment of the birth. She spend almost a full day to have two dead kitties and that was quite depressing. She was still bleeding so we went to the vet the next morning. I was really worried for my cat and as we expected, she had another kitty inside. She had a surgery and I knew how that was because other of our cats had the same problem years ago, I could't help it and I started crying.
She was pretty good at the clinic and didn't cause any trouble. It didn't took too long either, in about an hour we went back to the vet and they we're done. Yami was already inside the... box? (whatever the name is in english) with some towels and a bottle with hot water.
It was quite fun to see her trying to walk but the same afternoon she was feeling well and jumped to the sofa and then running upstairs to sleep in my bed (with the hot water bottle).
Take care of her scar and give her the medication twice a day, she is a really good girl and is not giving us problems. In a week (this next saturday) we'll go to the vet to check and hopefully she is completely fine.
I was tired and sick with a horrible headache for days but I'm feeling better (thanks god, I didn't want to go to the doctor), I guess I was too nervous or something.

In the other hand, I bought two books like I said, Laila Winter y la maldición Ithirie and Laila Winter y el corazón de las sombras, the last two and I finally can finish the series. The three mangas are Sailor Moon vol. 7, 8 and 9, it's been almost a year since i bought the other six in the box set. Can anyone believe that the second box set is around 163 pounds? ò_ó
They'll arrive this month (I really hope so) and I bought all that because of how worried I was for my cat and because I'm gonna spend Valentines day alone. Yay me.

And about the special chapter in Corazón de Melón I'm doing fine at the moment, it'll be open for 6 more days so we'll see how it goes.

Something in the rain -dorama-

I started watching this korean drama with a friend in the place that we used to live but when I went to Canada we stop and then I moved back to my country so we decided to finish it for separate.

Name: Something in the rain

Episodes: 16

Seasons: 1

Year: 2018

Where to watch it: Netflix

Yoon Jin A works for a coffee company as a supervisor and even tho she is in her middle 30's she refuses to get married like her mom wants. She just broke up with her boyfriend (he's a psycho anyway) and start dating right away Seo Jun Hui, who was in love with her for years but he is younger than her. 

The story is quite simple, a love story between two friends who become something more and because of the age gap and the fact that Jun Hui is been like a family for Jin A's family they have to keep the secret from everyone.

In the other side, all the problems of sexual harassment in Jin A's office and all the problems she's been through. 

I think they could put more about Jin A's problems at the office and the rest of the females employers than the scenes that nothing happen but Jun Hui and Jin A's happiness without dialog or anything. 

The last episode is a waste of time, we go back to the beginning and Jun Hui coming back from the States is the hero who save Jin A from a toxic relationship (why is she dating someone if she don't like the person? she don't have any kind of respect for herself or the other person). 

And the drama ends happily. 

I don't understand the obsession with the background family at the moment of date someone but I guess is another culture.

In general I spend a good few hours watching so I cannot complain but I don't really like any character. 

XV The Devil

new year

Since I came back I've been trying not to think in what happened because I just start crying. Things were not supposed to end like this and now it don't hurt that much but still.

I  cannot find the words to describe how I feel.

And the new year came.
It cannot be as bad as last year for sure but I still don't know what I'm gonna do or when. I guess I'm just too tired to think and make any decision about the future.

So many ideas 'cause is easy to dream about everything.

15/10/18

and now you're not here anymore.